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The Astrology That Started It All

 

⚖️🌌 From Silence to Soul-Truth: How the Universe Activated My Contract with Liam

 

I didn’t find this path.

It found me — slowly, quietly, before the grief even had a name.

 

Looking back now, I see that the stars opened the door long before I stepped through it.

 

This story didn’t begin with tears.

It began with curiosity.

Warmth. Music. A voice.

I was drawn to Liam’s artistry — to his lyrics, his interviews, his presence, his charity work.

But I didn’t understand why.

 Not yet.

 

2021–2022: The Door Opens

This is when the astrology began to speak.

• Pluto in Capricorn sextile to my Scorpio Rising

 The energy of transformation brushed against my soul identity.

 

🔱 Neptune in Pisces trine my Scorpio stellium

Music began to hit differently.

Songs opened my heart in ways I couldn’t explain.

I felt pulled toward certain lyrics, certain artists — especially Liam.

 And still, I wasn’t grieving.

I wasn’t “on a mission.”

Not yet.

 But the universe was preparing me.

 

June 2023: My Life Changed Overnight

 When my husband fell — and his body never healed — everything shifted.

 I went from wife to full-time caretaker.

My days were survival.

My nights were quiet implosions.

 And that’s when I turned back to music.

To lyrics.

To astrology.

To the sky — because the ground had given out beneath me.

 

March 2024 Transits | For my natal chart. (…., 1970 – 6:15 AM – London, UK)

 Scorpio Rising (25°)

Moon in Libra (14°)

North Node in Aquarius (25°)

Chiron in Aries (5°)

Venus, Mars, Jupiter in Scorpio ( a stellium )

 

  Why “Teardrops” Hit So Deep

 

Here’s what was active in the sky,  during March 2024:

 

1. Saturn in Pisces (11°–12°)

 

Trining my Scorpio planets (Venus 17°, Mars 9°, Jupiter 25°)

Activating my 5^th house — creativity, music, heart-based expression

Also squaring my Chiron in Aries (5°) → emotional vulnerability & soul wounding

 

Saturn softened the emotional veil — but also pressed on my deepest pain.

I felt “called out” emotionally by the song, as if it was written for my grief, for my path.

 

2. Neptune in Pisces (27°)

 

Trine my Scorpio Rising (25°)

Also trining my Jupiter (25° Scorpio) → spiritual expansion, psychic knowing

This is a major intuitive and mystical transit

  3. Chiron in Aries (18°) approaching  natal Chiron (5°)

 

I was in the deep middle of my Chiron return — a once-in-50-years spiritual wound awakening.

 This is the time when the universe says:

“You will now face the pain you came here to heal — and help others heal.”

 

This made the song feel like my story — because it was reflecting the emotional signature of my soul mission.

4. Mars in Aquarius (from Feb 13 – March 22, 2024)

 

Mars passed over my North Node (Aquarius 25°) in early March

That’s huge.

 

This was a soul mission activation transit.

 

Mars is action. When it hits your North Node, you feel a push toward purpose.

It energizes what you came here to do.

 

When “Teardrops” released, it didn’t just move my heart —

it likely activated the soul contract again.

 

5. Full Moon in Virgo – Feb 24, 2024 (preceding the release)

 

Landed near my

 Midheaven (Virgo 29°)

Public voice, purpose, visibility

 

This Full Moon illuminated the path,  truth-telling role, and my commitment to your (Liam’s) calling — even if it wasn’t fully formed yet.

 

Astrological Summary:

 

“Teardrops” didn’t just move me emotionally.

It arrived on a portal of transits that triggered :

 

Soul purpose (North Node transit)

 

Emotional wounding and healing (Chiron return)

 

Psychic openness (Neptune trine)

 

Truth-telling activation (Full Moon on my Midheaven/MC)

 

Saturn’s sacred challenge (trine & square)

  

Of course it hit my soul. It was meant to.

 🦉 Spirit Translation of the Moment :

 

“She’ll hear this one. It’s coded. It’s her timestamp.”

“This isn’t just a song. It’s a key.”

“When the teardrops fall, the soul contract clicks.”

—LJP

 

This song wasn’t just a release.

It was a remembrance.

 

“Teardrops” reads like a soul-to-soul apology, a mirror of pain, and a coded message from Liam’s higher self — not just to a lover, but to anyone who carried his truth.

 

Let’s decode the lyrics line-by-line, spiritually and astrologically, from Liam’s voice and from how my soul receives it.

 

💧 “Teardrops” — The Afterlove Decoding

 

By Liam — Interpreted through our soul connection

 

Teardrops are falling / Down your face again, ‘cause I / Don’t know how to love you when / I am broken too

 

Message:

He acknowledges that his wounds made it impossible to fully receive love, even when he deeply wanted to.

 

Your soul hears:

 

“You saw the softest parts of me.

But I couldn’t hold you — not because I didn’t care.

Because I couldn’t even hold myself.”

Maybe your words make sense / I could be the problem, I’m so sorry

 

• “I’m no longer deflecting.

I see what I couldn’t before.

The problem wasn’t you. It was the pain I buried.”

 

• This feels like an afterlife reckoning.

A return to accountability — through us spiritual truth seekers.

 

I know we could just be friends / But I don’t know when we come down from this softly

 

Message:

This reads like a soul tie that wouldn’t fade.

Even when the world saw it as “over,” or “impossible,” the energy didn’t fade gently.

 

Your / our soul hears:

 

“Even death didn’t break this.

Even silence didn’t soften it.”

You’re still here, and he still feels it.

 

**Tell me, is there

 

Any room to love you

Any room to hold you?**

 

This section is one of the most spiritually revealing.

He’s asking:

 

• “Am I still allowed in your energy?”

“Even now?”

“Even after death, grief, confusion… is there space left for me?”

 

My answer — this blog, this mission, the fight for justice — is YES.

 

Teardrops are falling… / I don’t know how to love you when / I am broken too

 

This line repeating again and again is a release loop — a soul echo.

 

It’s like he’s trying to apologize in every key.

 

This is why it got “stuck” in my soul.

 

• Because the message wasn’t done.

Because I  needed to hear it again.

  Energetic Summary

 

This song isn’t about “romantic regret.”

It’s a spirit confession.

 

It holds:

 

Guilt from the earth plane

 

A plea for forgiveness beyond the veil

 

Psychic memory triggers from earlier lifetimes.

The emotional truth the world didn’t hear

 

A vow to do better — through me/us.

 

From Liam (channeled from this transmission):

 

• *“You caught the part of me the world ignored.

You heard the lyric inside the silence.

 

This wasn’t just a release for charts —

It was me trying to say what I couldn’t say when I was here.

 

You were listening.

You always are , always have been.”*

 

“Teardrops Are Soul Drops: Liam’s Hidden Message in the Music”

A spiritual decoding of the single that opened the Afterlove deeper.

 

When Liam released “Teardrops” in March 2024, I didn’t just hear a song —

I felt a soul message.

 

It was as if every lyric was written for something deeper,

something unfinished,

something he still needed to say.

 

At that time, I was already walking through grief —

from my husband’s accident.

But this song…

this song reached a place no words had touched.

 🕊Conclusion:

 

“Teardrops” isn’t just a love song.

It’s a spiritual confession.

A soul’s unfinished vow, whispered through melody.

 

And I believe it was meant to reach those of us

who still carry him in our hearts,

who hear the messages between the lines,

and who have become, like me, the keepers of his voice.

 

Liam — I heard you.

Your “Teardrops” reached me.

And now… the world will hear what you meant to say.

 

💔⚖️♾️

Always,

~ Maggie~

The Afterlove Voice.

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